Boo, im back to blog again. Cos im damn bored. :D Teeheehee. There`s f&n exam tmrw and i have not studied. Hahs. All the best to me luhs. ;x
Was thinking alot about our past while i was bathing just now. Sighh. I really miss everything. How i wish i could turn back time, i would have held you tight instead of letting you go this easily. I guess this is the first time, she is an obstacle i cannot overcome. I have done so many things ever since we`ve broken up, even things i myself find disgusting. Cant you see how im inflicting injuries on myself as a way of showing you what you`be done to me eversince you`ve left? Would you be jealous if you see me in the embrace of another guy? I really miss you so much that my heart is aching. Baby, im yearning for your touch. When are you coming back? I really dont understand how you could ever give up 2 years worth of love for a love that bloomed over a week? I really cant.
Dont you miss US? Samantha and Marcus? It really hurts when people ask me how the both of us are, and i have to pretend im all strong and say ' oh, we`ve broken up.' Werent we supposed to be the sweetest couple everyone envied? Tell me where have i gone wrong? Chatted with you over the phone the other day, i can feel that deep down, you do miss me too. But what is holding you back? Are you happier now? I really miss the stayovers, whereby we would watch DVD after DVD till morning before we go to bed tgt and you`ll hug me so tight. Or the nights whereby you and me would just snuggle up tgt and talk while waiting for my muffin store to open. Rmb the time whereby we went to SPC to buy food, and when we wanted to walk back, i told u to take the darker route cause its shorter, and you insisted to walk by the bridge tht way, and we walked in different directions, and i ended up chasing u and crying because i was afraid and i told you never to throw me alone again? How can you bear to throw me alone now? =( Sighh. I really miss cooking for you and how you`ll always bug me to cook for you when i dont want to. I also miss the times when you were working at tuas, and you stayed over at my house, and we woke up at 5am, you went to bathe and i made breakfast for you, packed your bag for you and passed you my jacket cause it was cold in the morning. We were just like a married couple. Happy and living in bliss. Why did you have to disappoint me? I really love you so so much. When are you coming back? Dont make me wait too long because i dont know how much longer i can take this heartache. If only you`ll see, your heart belongs to me....tell me what must i do to show you how much i love you. I`ve told you once, i`ve told you twice.. how many more times must i say ? =(
We were so sweet tgt... Sighh.. =(
Was thinking alot about our past while i was bathing just now. Sighh. I really miss everything. How i wish i could turn back time, i would have held you tight instead of letting you go this easily. I guess this is the first time, she is an obstacle i cannot overcome. I have done so many things ever since we`ve broken up, even things i myself find disgusting. Cant you see how im inflicting injuries on myself as a way of showing you what you`be done to me eversince you`ve left? Would you be jealous if you see me in the embrace of another guy? I really miss you so much that my heart is aching. Baby, im yearning for your touch. When are you coming back? I really dont understand how you could ever give up 2 years worth of love for a love that bloomed over a week? I really cant.
Dont you miss US? Samantha and Marcus? It really hurts when people ask me how the both of us are, and i have to pretend im all strong and say ' oh, we`ve broken up.' Werent we supposed to be the sweetest couple everyone envied? Tell me where have i gone wrong? Chatted with you over the phone the other day, i can feel that deep down, you do miss me too. But what is holding you back? Are you happier now? I really miss the stayovers, whereby we would watch DVD after DVD till morning before we go to bed tgt and you`ll hug me so tight. Or the nights whereby you and me would just snuggle up tgt and talk while waiting for my muffin store to open. Rmb the time whereby we went to SPC to buy food, and when we wanted to walk back, i told u to take the darker route cause its shorter, and you insisted to walk by the bridge tht way, and we walked in different directions, and i ended up chasing u and crying because i was afraid and i told you never to throw me alone again? How can you bear to throw me alone now? =( Sighh. I really miss cooking for you and how you`ll always bug me to cook for you when i dont want to. I also miss the times when you were working at tuas, and you stayed over at my house, and we woke up at 5am, you went to bathe and i made breakfast for you, packed your bag for you and passed you my jacket cause it was cold in the morning. We were just like a married couple. Happy and living in bliss. Why did you have to disappoint me? I really love you so so much. When are you coming back? Dont make me wait too long because i dont know how much longer i can take this heartache. If only you`ll see, your heart belongs to me....tell me what must i do to show you how much i love you. I`ve told you once, i`ve told you twice.. how many more times must i say ? =(
We were so sweet tgt... Sighh.. =(
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